At one point you were on track, you were in the Bible consistently. You felt you were on track with God's will, but now you feel distant. Your faith is starting to weaken. Your wondering should you turn back and not advance in the things of God. God says He will not leave you nor for sake you. Stay on track keep trusting in the Lord. He has wonderful things in store for you. When you feel distant from the Lord take time to praise Him even if you don't feel like praising Him, praise Him anyway. Pray and listen for Gods direction. Get in the word of God start studying the bible and as you study the Bible God will begin to show you things and open doors for you. Ask God to renew you and refresh you. Praise God He will put you back on track. He is the source. He is the branch.